[sparklingstar]

Goodmorning sir. Trust God you are fine.
1. been praying abut that heart skipping stuff, hasn’t reduced but I remembered the day it returned was towards the end of my indoors, I ignored it. Though still there and does change my mood when it happens but I dnt want it to get to the way it was before so I am praying about it, since I cant understand it. Then in my undergraduate it used to happen often and bad that I will feel like my heart will really jump out. But I didn’t remember when it stopped until now it started gradually.

2. I offered someone my earphones to remove the rubber ends and use as a form of support to stand on. It was as if I usually do it, then replace it when am done. I did give him or some else either my rosary or beads looking like to use only the large beds but someone didn’t want him to use it. I began asking myself if it was I if I would do so.

3. it was as if a lady or a prayer minister was in our house, not sure exactly but after doing what she came to do, she was talking to I and my siblings. Cant remember her words exactly but I understood that I and one of my siblings has dealt with some issues I related to my father’s death but 2 of them hasn’t, and they were both sad. I remember tying a bundle of money in an envelope and hid it for safe keeping. The lady mentioned that I had ulterior motives. I told her am the first, when things get bad, they will still look up to me. My brother left, I followed him but not sure where he was going. He headed to a bus park and wanted to take a particular one. He fare was 5k, he wanted to book, the man in charge showed him the manifest, he was N0. 10/ 11. I told him I dnt have the money there, since the bus leaves around 8/9am, I can make it there at 6am and still get a space. But he wasn’t motivated to pay, but I stayed with him.

4. I only remember coming out to urinate and I needed to do it fast before people pass by. Saw a friend, she complained of a wall that rises and collapses on it own. I was standing somewhere but I felt the soil wnt hold me.

5. not sure how it started, but I walked into an office of a man I knew from church, the office was dark but one can still make out features and persons. The office was really large unlike in the physical and looked like an archive. Since he couldn’t see me, I explained myself, though he gave no explanation as to why his office was dark and he was in there. He asked if I have eaten and said we should go. I was hungry but not too hungry but I didn’t wasn’t him sponsoring the food because I felt it might give him the wrong impression. He asked me to go ahead of him to the eatery. I got there and couldn’t find the way in, from the window he directed me in, when I got in he had just finished eating and didn’t say anything about them serving me, but brought out his wallet to pay and there were few 200naira notes may not be up to 1k, he kept saying under his breathe that he didn’t want to spend much, I sat slightly far from him. Cant remember exactly other things going on there but I mentally noted I could come apply there bcos it seems students were there too.

6. not sure where it began, but I spread my towel (green and white, have not used it in a long time now) on a rope in the hostel and went to bath, cant remember if I did bath. I came out and couldn’t find the towel. I saw it downstairs where students were gathered not sure what they were doing but thinking about it now, reminded me of the Israelites and the bull image. I felt I knew who did that but I didn’t think it wise to confront her. I went downstairs, got into the midst of the crowd and was able to get my towel. Cant remember other things that happened.

Thank you

[ebankole]

1.I will await the result of your efforts for 7 days but should it persist ? I will have to pray for you on the phone and join you fully.


2. Being holy is not an opportunity to be judgmental but to grow in righteousness and humility.



3. The lord have placed you above all as I see both spiritual and physical maturity in you. More like a great sense of maturity and responsility. Indeed , you are the spiritual head,financial strength and physical head of your household now. But be wise do not overwhelm yourself with sense of responsibilities beyond your capacity just to make everybody happy. Remember , you have your limitations too?



4. Holiness and cleanliness work hand in hand therefore you must strive for both as God detests uncleanliness he can't be found where cleanliness is lacking.
He warned , some location in your household are not suitable for waste disposition lest there be breakdown or unpleasant odour.


5. Rely and put your hope in mortal man and witness unprecedented disappointment and pub shame but trust in God and in your labor for survival and eat to your fill with pride and grace.



6. Any attempt to bully you,your faith,your God,or aim to disgrace you openly or secretly shall come to nauht.



Bless you.

[sparklingstar]

Goodmorning Prophet,
Trust God you are fine.
1. the heart skip is reducing, once I feel it I just place my hands on my chest, call Jesus and plead the Blood of Jesus several things, between Saturday and today, it only happened once, yesterday afternoon.

2. not sure where it began but it seems I entered through window-like entrance, passed some people there like they were squatting. It didn’t look like my room or home but I was sitted on a cushion or bed praying the rosary and I think other prayers and was about to sleep, when suddenly I heard my mum’s voice from an inner room that said I should pray the family rosary, I said to myself family rosary, I couldn’t figure it out. She said I should do so now that was a revelation. I started with a bible portion like a psalm, then began a chaplet we call thank you Jesus chaplet. The door opened a man looking my father walked, didn’t feel like it was he. He had a very strong facial expression. I jumped up on the place I was sittin and stood on it. He stood at the door staring at me and began calling Jesus. He said he wasn’t afraid, I continued but with a little fear. I dnt know how he overpowered me, I found myself kneeling at his feet. He came in with an object he held at one end branched into 5 sharp points, he stuck it into my neck and I was choking. He mockingly asked me a question. I was coughing but persisted, I called Jesus and blood of Jesus, I dnt know how suddenly I found my voice and he feel flat on his back. I began to violently pray at the top of my voice, jumping on him without mercy, for each jump he seemed to melt or disappear until I could no longer see him. At that point, my mind told me I could me disturbing my neighbours and that I could be shouting out of my sleep. But I couldn’t control my self ant more. I feel down still praying and began to sing an igbo worship song, one of my dad’s favourite. I woke up with the song and a terrible headache, sang the song a little, prayed and concluded with that chaplet. Cant remember the song now, I should have written it down and cant remember the psalm I prayed either.

Not sure if these happened at once or separately, but I couldn’t link them
3. A friend was talking to me about the rosary amongst other things, it seemed the house where we were he was showing me things too.

4. I was walking with a blind man I supposedly should know, his walking stick was long and looked like a dried bamboo. I wondered how he managed it especially the length bcos he seemed to push it like a wheel barrow. I wanted to guide him but he didn’t act like it. So we just walked. Dnt know when we entered a car, a new one at that and it was that my friend, cant tell if he was driving or been driven, I still supposed it was the blind man. I was helping him carry a bag and heading to his house. We entered that area, it was so calm and the houses were mansions in a natural environment. I wondered how he could drive and how long it took him. I marvelled at the place and complimented him but he didn’t think it exceptional. He climbed a pavement that I thought was a soak-away and parked closer to a tree. The trees there were taller than the mansion. We got down and I walked towards the house like I have been there and felt I was there as a potential bride to be checked out, but I hoped they don’t get the wrong impression that I was only helping. About dark kids of different age range stood at the door, they neither greeted but looked me up and down, I asked the youngest how are you, she ignored me. A woman I thought to be my friends mother asked me to know if I would sleep over, I laughed and let her know I didn’t prepare for that. She sent a fair girl, I thought was a maid to go get me water. She brought the water in a tall nice-looking multi-coloured cup, that I couldn’t decide if it was ceramics or rubber.

5. A lady friend walked in and told me that that friend of mine is ill, I wondered since when. I thought I saw him recently. I arrived again at that house and the woman was treating me like a member of the house. I didn’t get the opportunity to ask about him but I got the feeling he was in his quarters attached to the house. The woman seemed to give me charge of the kitchen and it was crowded, disorganised and kind of dirty. Too many dishes and large pots. There were 2 pots of rice or spaghetti. I discerned that they just cooked incase anyone came around. 3 ladies came visiting too and my friend came out, they asked for water. I didn’t want to go out bcos I felt I knew those ladies from the hostel and didn’t want a gossip. But finally I had to, I couldn’t get any neat cup, I searched and searched. I thought that girl washed daily but even the plates were not neat. I finally rinsed out one and went out with a bowl-like cup and a jug of water. The ladies seemed to recognise me and started acting like we were in a competition. I ignored them. One of them said the cup was dirty, I think she called my name. I decided not to be angry and apologised, took it and left with the mind I was’nt returning. She said she hoped I was coming back, I just answered her possibly. I went into the kitchen and decided that I wouldn’t want any unnecessary squabbles because of a guy I wasn’t even sure of, and it seemed he has too many female friends, so I will just clean up this kitchen, arrange it and am out. Moreover, he looked fine.

6. it seemed I was in a market to buy something, not sure what I bought but I think tomato was one of them and a lady came and directed me to somewhere else I feel I can get what I want.
Thank you and God bless

[ebankole]

1. Very well, In that case,will keep an eye on your progress and updates on that.


2. ◄ Matthew 11:12 ►
And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.

The lord warned and called , I have put my spirit in you and empowered you destroy the strong man that troubles your household/family in order to lead her out of her all captivities hence I made you the spiritual head of your household...but daughter, you can not defeat the strong man with that rosary nor with the pattern of praying,prayer you inherited from your father. You need violence prayers and a prayer of fire and thunder that shakes and pulls the strong hold of the enemy,and until you embrace such the strong man will continue to oppress and prevail over you and your household.



3. The lord further explained and shew you the path that indeed leads to victorious lifestyle in Christ as explained above and the quoted bible verse.


4/5. The lord have prepared an humble,God fearing man, ....a man of total humility and love for you but I see many women around him who are bent on frustrating the/his chosen one( YOU! ) and deprive her of her God designed man and or husband to be but you must never back down nor give in to intimidations,manipulations and god-diggers who wants to dispose you of your God given space,husband and home.



6. I see harvest of blessing and favor. Yes, the lord will lead you , the way.


Bless you.

[sparklingstar]

Goodmorning Prophet,
Trust God you are fine.
1. not sure how it started, but I was discussing with some persons about how some churches will just lock up after a programme and make everyone go outside but there we were was quite different, at all times their doors were open so anytime one can come in. but there was a centre I have not sure passed thru or crossed to the other side, I dnt know why. That day I crossed over and the view from that end was different and made it look like a place of revelations and there were inscriptions on the floor with the walls looking like it moves and changes colour but I couldn’t read anything nor understand. I told others about it but it was like everything was normal to them no matter how I argued it. I finally let go. We left that side and moved to some other side. Some children walked, I tried to tell them that even though, they were given freedom to come in at any time, still they should show reverence. A man was with us I wasn’t sure if he spoke. He looked like an elderly monk.

2. it was as if I was still in that church and I was wondering if I will sleep there or what or if I was watching the church. At some corner was my bed and I could feel people passing the windows. I parked a generator close by and was hoping I remember it was there when I wake incase I have to strike matches or use fire. I was listening to a female preacher on my phone. Not sure when I received a call but I stood to go open the gate. One my aunties parked a not so new jeep. Trying to open the gate I saw it might scratch the car, so I kept the gate that way. Another of my aunt seemed to have parked her own car too and a friend I know in school was coming in a brand new ash coloured Toyota brand car. I was amazed cos I didn’t know he had a car and I was wondering how he knew my aunties bcos my first aunty said they had a talk.

3. …….we were in a house not familiar but I felt it was at home, I remembered seeing my mum. It was as if we were praying and trying to cast a woman out. Somehow she always bounced back to her feet. At some point she did attack me. I was persistent but getting tired and weak. Everyother person stopped but I decided I wont give up. the woman was bony and really old but strong, it seems she did something to someone there I felt was my sis. I looked outside and drew the attention of a man, he came I told him he is the only one she would listen to. He walked in and I told him, she did something to that lady that she is not complete. That person/my sis was gradually transforming, I couldn’t make out her form. The man said he knew and has seen. He just sat on what looked like a centre table and seemed to start like a counselling on that lady ignoring the woman who just folded her hands across her chest like she was ready. I had my eyes on that woman. It seemed the room brightened and I saw that lady was older than that woman, i couldn’t understand. It was as if they were conversing, I felt they were wife rival. I couldn’t figure out what was happening. I just stared at a scene where more friendliness was beginning, cant tell where that man went.

4. I was walking around my department not sure what I was doing. A list was dropped and I lady signed against her name, it was after she left I recognised her from my undergraduate but she looked beautiful and slimmer. I asked a lady there what the list was for, she mentioned a conference that took place. I decided to check my name but didn’t see it most names were strange, non was familiar. I spoke to her more but she wouldn’t look up at me no matter how I tried. I noticed her eyes was somehow and she was well dressed, I remembered she showed me the date on the list. I left. On my way again, I decided to pass through the department and noticed that a faulty door which I opened and the key stuck, the key has been removed, someone else put in another key and went in. I went in too to do some work. After awhile, people started to increase. ……………….My attention was drawn to another room, I went there and a friend started taking my measurement I supposed was for asoebi, length, stomach and waistline. To take burstline, she hugged me and said a prayer I supposed meant people will not fall in love with me for the wrong reasons, I said Amen. She was delaying abit and I was beginning to feel uncomfortable. Didn’t know when I undressed but I felt it was to get a perfect fit measurement. Another friend there called the name of the style, it didn’t sound familiar, I couldn’t really figure out the style. Someone came in and said they were chasing people out of the class and about to lock up. I ran bcos I left my things. I couldn’t really find my own stuff but I was picking up other stuffs I recognised and knew the owner. I held on still looking for mine.
God bless

[ebankole]

1. It's in you, discerning spirit to identify a true living church and where God dwell-- so,what are you waiting for when you find one? Yes! I am seeing you where true spirit of God and holy spirit lives.

2. ..and it's also a place where true prosperity,love,kindness,giving and humility abides. A place,a home for all and for the poor -- this is the true definition of a true house of God and you know it.


3. Daughter, the lord called ; some strong man,battles and spiritual war can not be defeated by prayers but spiritual counselling, guidance and divine wisdom but most of all only by anointed man of God. So,what's that that troubles you, what's that complex issue that appears insurmountable in your life or household,and who's that strong man that seems impossible to defeat ? Common, you know where to run to for counselling, for spiritual guidance and wisdom for permanent solution or victory.

4. You see,daughter! Some disappointment are meant or designed to spare us of unseen trouble or shame ahead of us even though we,as human often fail to know or notice what God is sparing us from. Therefore , don't be troubled when a trusted friend disappoint or fail you and don't force your way out of that disappointment as doing so you may end up being put shame or disgrace.



Bless you.

[sparklingstar]

Goodmorning Prophet,
Trust God you are fine.
1. Based on that issue of strong man, sincerely, it is tiring. I feel like repeatedly pouring water on stone. I don’t even know how to continue or what else to do. Sir, where do I go from here?

2. I was with my youngest sis, I don’t know if anything was happening but I think something was happening at my mum’s end and she might need my help but I was constrained by funds to travel, I was contemplating if to stop over on my way to school or just go back to school. I packled up a lot of dirt, dnt know if I cleaned up or not and told my sis to go throw them away as part of what she did during the whole event. She agreed. The night I was to leave/we were both to disperse, I decided to fry a fish I cooked and kept it in the freezer and added chicken to it. I started frying but was a bit distracted by some people, it was like they were talking. I became kind of destabilized. I noticed that my stove was a book stack on the table. I felt it was too close to the others and decided to arrange them properly. It was even more destabilizing bcos some was overhauling the whole room and cleaning it.

3. I cant remember everything, saw myself discussing with aunt about a place we take back then…………

4. it was as if I finally came to my mum’s place, an event was going on bcos there was a lot to eat , I remember seeing egusi soup. I saw twins. I didn’t ask who their parents was, a girl was trying to back, she couldn’t and no one was helping. I helped her tie the child properly as she had issues keeping the child’s hands inside. I saw a third one and backed him, then he seemed hungry and I started him. At first,getting the right size of garri balls was a problem, but finally, he ate in very small sizes. We talked about other things

5. I was somewhere like my room, but it looked like home. I saw my mum. My brother brought palmwine. I took one tasted and it was nice, so I drank all. My grandmother came too and brought something with her, she was beautifully dressed like a sports person. I greeted her and complimented her, she didn’t respond. I felt its because. I came back and I dint go to see her. She left immediately. I cant remember who asked me when I will go bck to school. I told her it should have been teusday but I will gather my siblings and we will go see my grandmother. Then another woman who has been helping my mum, after then I might leave on Wednesday.

6. I came out from the room to the compound and it was the compound where my father grew. I picked something from under a tree there. It was supposed to be a kind of small cart to help me carry something. But around that tree, there were dogs say 4 or 5, normal size not too large. More like Alsatians. They seemed weak and flies were everywhere around them. Because I came from inside the house, they didn’t bark or chase me. Though, one tried, I almost hit it with that cart. But the cart was metal but had termite on them. I was hitting them off on the ground.
God bless you sir and keep u always.

[ebankole]

1. And why is that? Daughter, did you understand my interpretation at all? You obviously didn't.
Let me summerize it, the strong man in this case isn't the former or usual strong man you knew.
The strong man in this case means,challenges, fear or financial issue or whatever problem facing you, your life that seems insurmountable. But when it seems touch and insurmountable indeed? The lord said prayer might not be the solution but counselling so therefore reach out.


2. You see? This could actually be the strong man after all. Yes, financial challenges,failure to be there for your mother when she needs you due to financial constrain.
In essence, you strive to hard to make your mother (family)happy,to be a great blessing and source of joy to her but daughter you must take it easy and stop overwhelming yourself with too much burden lest you breakdown emotionally or overwhelmed with frustration.



3. Something or an important issue might connect or bring you two close.


4. For embracing the kingdom of God wholeheartedly, sacrificially the shackles of night caterers and witchcraft was broken.




5. Every act of sin or worldliness brings reproach or rebuke upon you.



6. I see the wolfs and termites eaten up and troubling your father's house rendered powerless and crushed by you.


Bless you.

[sparklingstar]

Goodmorning sir, trust God you are fine.
1. It’s a long write up
Am sorry for the mix up. I do understand better now. It has always been my desire to be there for my family as the first, in all areas. It’s a long write up. The fears are much, fear of not meeting up, of failure, being left behind and making a choice of second option instead of the first. I do feel atimes it was my inability to be gainfully employed that made my younger sis marry early-I have a certain feeling and from things I saw happen with her that she wasn’t supposed to and growing up, I still remember her words and dreams. Every phase in my life is characterised by a lot of delays. Especially after secondary school. Such that I pray to God if this delay has his mark or adulterated, I feel that even though God is never late. If I reach my destiny late, what more can one achieve, I do not underrate God, but I feel some blessings when delayed doesn’t serve as much purpose as it would have if it came earlier. Assuming I needed school fees now and it came after a year, I have lost the year, I have lost. So I have to repeat. I also fear that I may not hold on to the point of breakthrough, I think I always give up at that point after waiting so much, such that I would restart. I don’t know how to explain them, so most times I just pray about them. At least, let there be breakthrough for my siblings, it will gladden my heart a lot. Than when nothing is working out from any angle. I do not doubt God’s power sincerely, maybe I am afraid that everything that happened may not be God’s doing but mine and my father’s. Even in making job applications, I cant apply as a fresh graduate because I graduated since 2012 and I cant apply as experienced because I have none, sometimes I have to go for lower positions. I know God qualifies and I have prayed about it, I see it my dreams, receive the prophecies, such that I dnt look forward to prophecies again and my eyes are hurting from expectations. I made a decision in 2015 when my dad decided that I should sit at home and wait for the jobs, I preferred to do about anything, no matter how small just to keep my mind busy and myself going out and attending to my little needs. I decided I wasn’t to think anything positive, act anything but just sit, fold my hands till am told what to do, infact I resigned to being a dummy and now. I feel so unable to think. I always manage to find something to do, whether paid or not as long as am busy. But it has become like a difficult task. I even tried farming basically, anyone can do. All my efforts are nowhere to be accounted for, its like I make so much efforts and very little reward, even this project bothers me too, because the delays are unnecessary.
That dream of weak dogs feels like a relief. I thank God for that.
2. I came to a place with my mum and 2 other persons, my mum and I think my sis was picked bcos they needed paramedics and they wouldn’t pick persons with unrelated courses and I wasn’t happy bcos that was why I came. They picked them and left. My brother or a man walked in with a bottle of whisky bcos it seemed like it was a large hotel incorporated with other things like a big community. I dnt know what happened but things got out of hands and a lot happened. In the morning, I was summoned, I couldn’t remember what happened but I knew it wasn’t my doing but if I said everything as it was that would be in hot soup. So I apologised to my mum and the man that brought us without much explanation. My mum said I shd waited for her. It seemed as if I was segregated or rather ostracised. I didn’t bother, I started to put my things together to leave.

3. …….i came from somewhere with my siblings to my grandma’s house. Not sure what was going on. But I remember my grandma asking me to set things on fire around the house bcos of snake and it seemed like it was raining. It did burn under the rain but not much, my aunt got nylons and added to it. We went in, I thinking others were eating but I haven’t gotten mine, my uncle came out from my grandpa’s room. He looked taller more beard, slimmer, darker and wasn’t jovial with us as usual. Cant remember other things that happened.

4. I was walking around a place, I thought was a school environment when I saw a young boy with a rope around his neck, he looked like he was playing so a lot just passed him. I joking asked him if he was playing or acting. His response showed that he really wanted to commit suicide. I began talking to him but he was too disturbed, heartbroken and frustrated, I remember one of his complaints being that he is owing the school a huge sum- fees, damages and others and he is surprised he hasn’t being summoned, if summoned he will lose his admission. All my talks didn’t make any difference, a man joined me but not much, he left again. While talking to him, I kept searching myself if there was t least something I can do for him. I wasn’t able to get his number and background.

5. I couldn’t tell if it was watching a movie or just there with them. A lady was complaining to her friend about a guy, it seemed they had broken up. The lady she was talking to lured her to bed. After that, the lady with the broken heart seemed to regain her senses and wasn’t happy. She reacted like she found out that her friend was responsible for her break up and a lot of things. The area wasn’t familiar. There seemed to be a passworded gate for entry and exit. I took the phone and accessory of one guy to look for that movie and check other things he had in his phone. I tried to go thru it but first I had to repair the cord, then left there. I got to a place not sure what I was to do there but I was well dressed. I entered the place looking like an advanced eatery. Some young boys were singing like in a competition, the person who was to judge looked like a young lecturer I know in my department. I proceeded to enter the next room more sophisticated like VIP, on reaching there, there were still empty seats. I remembered we were given some sort of ID to get in, on reaching my pockets, I wasn’t with mine. I had to leave again. On my way, I tried opening the phone with several password trials, the one that worked was Gemini, bcos the password hint was linked to his wife. After opening I didn’t feel like going thru the phone again, then thought up how to return the phone. I started practicing what song to render wondering if I would even win bcos I was sure my voice wasn’t near anything I heard from the young boys. I had 2 songs in my mind, one by yoland adams, his eyes are on the sparrows, cant remember the second one.

6. 2 ladies were in a crowd and seemed to be soiliciting for help in a busy street, from my angle of looking it seemed I was lying. From what I saw I felt they once ran for most beautiful girl in Nigeria and they both won. But while one seemed ok and married, the other looked single and she was the one needing help. After they were thru, the ok one had a Mercedes flat boot car and the other got into the back. I dnt know how their car joined up with my bed and I really saw I was lying on a big bed with flowered white bedsheets. I didn’t say a word, bcos they encroached into my space, I just got up opened the car and left. They left but I felt the ok lady was maltreating the other. I said to myself and we all calm Christians. It was as if I was just lying all through and the bed moving on its own.

7. I was terribly pressed and needdd to really ease myself, i couldnt find where to. I sat on a bed so that when i urinate on it , it will sink in and i can take out and clean it. But it turned out the bed was hard and the urine just ran off. I stopped but was almost going crazy.

But I think I mixed up the precedence.

Thank you sir and God bless.

[ebankole]

1. God does not reason like man, he his ways and plans are hidden in the deepness of the mystery if his power and deeds. No man born of a woman nor creature,nor demons,nor heaven nor earth,nor the moon nor stars can unravel the hand written of this mighty God.
You wrote ; life hasn't be so good to you, it's been a struggle and one battle or challenges to another. But you see? You are not alone, your case hasn't been something unusual and unheard of. You shouldnt conclude your fate yet nor say because Job or opportunity isn't forth coming that you l have failed because that might not be where God want you to rise or experience the breakthrough you desire. So, because you are educated or have credentials, because you are e intelligent God must use them to bless you ? This is where mankind often misunderstand God plans and ways for our lifes. You must change that mind set now? Perhaps , your education is just a tool God has another plan for or use for but not necessary the gateway to your breakthrough.

Myself , I was born into poverty, poverty was my best friend and a normal way of life for me growing up. My growing up was majorly in face-me-face and I struggle and suffered almost everything you can think of ...mention them, education,health,sight,life,poverty,failure,abandonment, rejection,fear,reproach,academic,communication,addiction,joblessness,low self esteem,suicide,trauma,.....name them, mention them and will tell you. Working in an hostel as cleaner was one of the most terrible experience of my life...you work like a slave but earn little out or rather 50% inevitable deduction yet I work round the close from Monday through Sunday, from 8am through 11pm out my life at risk in the night walking distance of an hour in a very dangerous environment. I used to walk from ipaja to egbade with my one palm sandal.

Daughter? We all have a story to tell but you see? Today you've seem but tomorrow you know not. I saw no tomorrow too as there was never any reason to because I failed in all ramifications and couldn't even meet any requirements for a job except a manual job,a laborer which I would even hardly come across or secure.

I don't want to sound as if I am trying to impress you or anybody neither do I want this little out of my life experiences appear a fairy tales story ..NO! My aim is to let you know that no matter who you are,your nationality or tribe,even if you are rich? Life is never fair and not not. But I have a good news for you, no matter how long it takes? Those who wait upon the lord shall never fail. My advise for you is, whatever you hand find to do? Do it! Don't let your credentials or education deceive you as it never helped me in anyway but ofcourse in communication ...I thank God for that,

After all, jesus, abram and some great prophets of old fulfilled their destinies without it. Don't misunderstand me, education is good but it shouldnt be centered on which the foundation of your hope,better tomorrow or where you await God for financial liberation is base lest you limit God and what he can do,how far he can go to change your present situation.

I pray the lord will never forsake you,I pray the lord will empower you to do your best in whatever your hand has found doing today be it your education,that little job or whatever it is so that you may be prepared for the glorious tomorrow he's prepared for you,.. that you nor any man can unravel today so that God may remain a mysterious and unpredictable like he's always been.


1. Daughter , why have you confined and self-condemned your life. What's this unpleasant fate you've signed with destiny? Why have you decided to sacrificed,suffer your life and or self-ostracized your life...just to please your mother, or your way of sacrificing your life and happiness for her,your family ?

God isn't please with this and he rebuke it as his plans for you isn't to suffer,live in sorrow or affliction. But this is self-opposed affliction and fate daughter ? You must come out of these, you must be strong and build your hope again.



3. Enough! The lord called ; enough already!. Your happiness and life(s) shouldnt dependent on the reproach of family members or what how they choose to relate with you. They are not your God nor your creator.


4. This is a strong message from the lord ; are you suicedal, consider your conditions the worst and the only impossible case in the world? Then take a look at the boy whose case and life's predicaments that appears beyond any possible solution. Often , we consider or think that our case or predicaments is the worst in the world until we come across another person's fate.


5. Friends and people close to you betrayed ? Yes!
People or people you trusted backstabbed you at the back? Yes!
Those or that one you consider your friend went behind your back and said all sort of evil things about you just to see you fail,fall? Yes! But that's how far it should go. These terrible experiences should bring out the best in you,make you a better,stronger woman not weak, neither should such make you look down on yourself or limit your potentials. It shouldnt stop you from aiming higher nor rob you of your confidence or how far you choose to go for a better tomorrow. Do away with these trauma now and back on your feets.



6. There is no truer words or better way to define life than these. Indeed, the race is not to the swift nor to the wise therefore do not allow the failure of Mrs A or that of yesterday weigh you down,stop you from rising and journeying the path of a better tomorrow or today.


7. The lord shall cover and subdue that which you consider a disgrace or shame in your life,behind and without close doors.


Bless you.